Climbing through the tattered rubble this morning, I lost my footing on the steps of the Acropolis. I sat on the marble steps and watched my college kids race to the top. I wipe my smirk and sweat from lips. I no longer see Ancient Greece in the distance but visions of Mickey & Minnie dance in the haze.
Even though the long day of Disney left my kids acting like Grumpy;they were not faking it – I was .
Unknown to them we were not on a magical kingdom ride since I was Cinderella about to lose my Prince Charming. Soon I would be like Snow White lost in the forest. We were tossed on the Mad Tea Party Ride, spinning like cups, ready to vomit, until the ride broke. This is where the beauty started.
Sixteen years later, as I watched my kids race to the top, I kicked the rubble at my feet, adjusted my sun hat and my focus.
Off in the distance, I saw the masterpiece of the ruins, The Pantheon and my kids. I climbed each step like an Olympian, torched raised high in victory .
We stood firm on the marble as the fellow tourist took our photo. That moment like the monument was HUGE!
We survived the merry-go-round of life.
No more faking smiles.
No more standing on shaking ground.
Sometimes you need to fall, breakdown, and kick some rubble to appreciate the beauty .
I may love the beach and the sand but ” In Christ the solid rock I stand, all other ground is sinking sand.”
There is beauty in the breakdown.
August 8, 2017 at 9:25 am
The thing that interests me about this post is how the change of surroundings has given you perspective. It almost sounds like you’re starting to realise what an awesome job you have done – how far you have come. Almost. I think we are all too hard on ourselves most of the time – it’s so easy to talk yourself down, when so many others see you as an inspiration.
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August 8, 2017 at 12:57 pm
Thanks . I have been in the thick of it for too long . I guess since I don’t have my monkeys climbing all over me , I can finally see through the rainforest of weeds.
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August 8, 2017 at 9:29 am
It is difficult to see in the moment, but we are eventually able to see the beauty. Divorce devastated my life on multiple levels, but God is revealing the beauty even still.
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August 8, 2017 at 12:53 pm
Thanks for reading . Blessings .
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February 8, 2018 at 9:47 am
Beautifully written.
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February 8, 2018 at 9:48 am
Thank you . Best to you .
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